PAT AND EILEEN HOFFMAN

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Myself.........

My genetics have played a toll on me. For many years now, I have had trouble with both of my knees. My Mother had 3 surgeries on her knee, including knee replacements. My brother, Dick had a knee replacement in August of 2009. In May of this year, I saw a new orthopedic doctor, thinking he would have a magic solution for me that no one else knew about. Well, he didn't!!! When he also told me there is nothing that will ever fix my knee problem (osteo-arthritis) which is wearing down of the bones and cartilage, I knew I was doomed by genetics. He talked me into getting a shot of synvisc into my joint, which would give it some cushioning. I know I do have rosy colored glasses in my thinking, but I truly thought even though I was told the shot would last 6 months to a year, I thought I could possibly be an exception to rule and it would last forever. It has now been less than 3 months and my knee is not healed. Pat went with me to see Dr McInnis, and together we were told, there is nothing other than surgery that will fix my knee.

I am scheduled for September 7th at 9:30 a.m. I decided yesterday, I have enough information from the internet. Two family members have given me their knowledge. There can be too much information tucked away in my brain, so I am going to stop reading and go about enjoying my life as I can.

1 comment:

Lori P. said...

Everything will go just fine. You have good doctors and a good attitude.
If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me,
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be-

If I can remain calm and quiet
With all the world crashing about me,
Secure in the knowledge God loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me-

If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true,
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that this will pass away, too-

Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know God will break all of the chains

That are binding me tight in the darkness
And trying to fill me with fear-
For there is no night without dawning
And I know that my morning is near.

...Helen Steiner Rice